sometimes times I feel cute. and like I'm losing weight. other times I feel like I'm never getting anywhere. these pictures were both from last week and looking at them makes me feel good. I was confident enough to wear these outfits, and they looked good too.

/end insecurity post

White Girl Problems

• my ear piercings are infected.
• i will never be good enough for my mother, whether it be my grades or having my room cleaned.
• i do not hate my mother. i hate living with her.
• i owe my mother thousands of dollars.
• my dad lives almost an hour away. he has never lived this far from me. he is happier than i've ever seen him.
• i hate fighting with jon, but afterwards everything seems better than ever.
• i miss living with my puppy dog. she lives with my sister and i don't exactly feel welcome there on a regular basis.
• i failed my last math test. i got a 47%.
• i switched my major to ist because i really wanted to do it... i was excited to tell my family. they didn't have anything to say.
• when i sit downstairs and try to talk to my mom, she pauses the tv and acts like i'm inconveniencing her.
• i am still attempting to clean out my grandmothers house...the one they are putting up for sale.
• i pay $60 a month for a storage unit because i was forced to move in with my mother.
• i cry myself to sleep every night i don't stay with jon.
• i lost 25 lbs... my sister didn't believe me.
• jon is leaving for work soon. i have seen him or stayed with him every day since christmas when he injured his knee.
• my anxiety is at an all time high.
• i tried to help a friend that needed it and it backfired and made things worse.
• i'm going to be 19. the only monumental thing i've done since i turned 18 is got my tattoo.

/endrant